Watchmen135

Hi everyone, sometimes it's hard to keep on track of doing things, just like i am doing this journal. I forgot to do it regularly because my ex-girlfriend told me that she read every one of my journals but she can read them i got no problem with that. It was just strange to know that someone actually reads your journals, especially when i talk about that someone in my journal :D. But lets forget that. I am partly exhausted, partly confused about what my ex-girlfriend said to me after i waited the whole year for her to finish her high school degree. Although she said that she doesnt want to be bothered or distracted by me with her learning, h

Hey everyone, its bizarre. I'm gonna tell you a story. A story about a small goldfish. This small goldfish lives in his own little Aquarium with his castle and corals. He gets all kind of food from his owner, so he got everything he wants right? He should be happy. But he's not. He is on the constant search for something new, something that can change his life. Most of the time he is happy though, but something is missing. So he wishes for something bad to happen. Then many days after his wish, his owner dies and he is given away to his new owner, who don't treat him as nice, as his last owner did. But then he realizes that if he wishes an

Hey everyone, i feel like floating through my life, but not on a good cloud, it's a cloud which is able to vanish from a little push so you can fall into darkness and suffering. The room o the cloud is getting smaller and smaller. That sounds like a good image for my current mood. I love when its cold, then i can feel the bones in my fingers. The last two months passed like a blink of an eye. I've met lots of friends, have gone outside alot, but also i liked being at home thinking. Even though i want to change my constantly overthinking everything, it's hard to adapt in reality, when i have done a plan everyday what i wanted to achieve or